A lot can happen in two years. The world can change, but then again, it can stay the same. So many things are different, but are they real changes or just surface changes. We were in a steady state before, and we are in a steady state now, but someone injected a lot of energy into the system. What happened? Are we in the same state now or a different one. It is hard to tell looking from within. Maybe years from now we will be able to tell if this did something, maybe not.
Where were you two years ago? Were you packing for your vacation which you didn’t know you weren’t going on yet? Were you in the middle of a car ride to a new school in a strange city where you don’t know anyone? Were you alone, were you with others?
3000 people. It is hard to understand. It never struck me, because as I watched on TV I was sure that this would be the day that 50,000 people would lose their lives. Of course the miracle is that no where near that many died, and yet, the number, 3,000, is huge. It is hard to imagine, hard to understand. During the course of the current war (or engagement in the war, depending on who you are) in Iraq, between 6,000 and 9,000 civilians have been killed. Think about that, in six months of invasion and occupation, versus one day. One single event. And to think that it could have been so much worse.
What would have happened if it had been later in the day, and the buildings had been full, or if they had fallen sooner. Would that have truly driven our country mad? It is a terrifying thought. But it did not happen that way, and we have made our response, and are now in some form of steady state. And the world is a bit different, but not so much so. Some new friends are stronger than before, and some old ones weaker. But is the world really any different? Since then I have been married and managed to graduate. So I see the world with slightly different eyes. But it is the same world. People are still what matters. And there are still great moments to show our love for those around us with acts of kindness and by helping them. Perhaps our country seems that more now. Maybe the world is the same but there is more of an understanding of what is important. I hope so.